That's right, I exist again!
Many people in my life recently have commented lately that I am smiling a lot! I have had comments from people that I don't really have much to do with and they say I have changed, I am not afraid to say "Hello" anymore. This enlightens me and I feel pretty bloody awesome about it especially because they are third party people, I have a sense of being again. I have my individuality and decision making back, confidence!Sacrifice
I would be willing to give up part of my individuality to be with someone else and "sacrifice" things in life, but only if the person I am with would do the same for me. This although is conditional, if that were to happen it would be to in a way that gives each other a sense of being. That way each day is a new page in life where anything can be possible, thats a relationship I would love.
New Relationship?
I don't want a relationship at this stage in my life because I just got my personality back and I want to keep that personality. When I am lucky enough to find that special someone and keep my personality, that's not too much to ask? Maybe they have found me and its a matter of time for me to heal before I can enter a new relationship. Only time will tell, the future is the most important thing in life! It could be a fairly long time so I don't want that person to hold onto hope for the future, but to know that the future is full of limitless possibilities. I won't disclose who I am on about so don't ask, its just an insight to my thoughts which I know can be helpful.
The Future is full of limitless possibilities
Yesterday I came to a conclusion that really changed my perception of any of the skills I am working on in my life. It happens a song sums this up good "he was born to shimmer, he was born to shine" - Shawn Mullins
Basically I am thinking: Your perception of what tomorrow can be with your knowledge is the building blocks of hope for today! I have lots of hope and actually believe in myself. I want to shimmer and I want to shine!
I actually believe in myself, its weird I used to think I could do things. Now I know in my heart that I have the potential to build my dreams into reality, I am starting to love life because of this!
Bring on life's challenges!
*Just a disclaimer If you decide to take this blog the wrong way, I implore you not to as its not about you its a blog about me.
3 comments:
fantastic mate =D great to have the old u bak [=
from what u've told me about work n such it really doesn't sound like u've got any problems on ur path to greatness =P
btw. we have to catch up and do that ride sometime!!!
p.s. u spelt wired wrong =P its weird
Glad I am back :)
Thanks mate appreciate the comments!
Spelling all fixed up now!
ha ha, Jazza picks up your spelling too.
Boris,
your personality was always there! be it hidden from the naked eye for so long. Though all the years i have known you, i have always known the one thing that holds you back from greatness.... Confidence.
Thinking you can do things will generally only get you so far, but believing (as corney as it sounds), is the true key to success.
now all we have to do is get you into some public speaking and you will be cruising.
Shimmer AND shine my friend, and don't do anything i wouldn't do!
Johno
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