In this life there are many I wish I could spend so much time with to learn who they really are, what they stand for, where they are coming from. What makes there passion for life so strong?
One mate was taken away before I could learn these deep meaningful aspects of his life. I know he had meaning within his soul, every aspect of his life he was either gun hoe for it or not that interested. The things he was not interested in were negative things, things that were not even relevant or important to having a good day. He lived now and in the future. It hurts to have him gone!
R.I.P Jack
I made a diary entry some time after the horrific news of my friends death, I will post this at some stage and link to it through this blog.
Philosophical Thoughts: Do you know someone like this?
Is there a level of communication in people that creates a aura about them?
I believe so... I believe some of my friends or even acquaintances are capable of having conversation about what I call relevant and meaningful ideas and theories that can lead to the creation of thoughts or imaginations that can affect lives, maybe not even in a dramatic way. The point is, their existence changes or enhances a vibe that group may give off.
Here are some of these people that I am thinking of:
Brenton Johnson
Brenton Gordon
Tara (Year 11)
Sandy Tai
Here are some at times that have talked to me like this:
Anthony Rhook
Matthew Brehaut
Danny McCarthy
Sanna Afshar (On the rare occasion)
What makes you one of these people above?
I think the people I am categorizing are people who will question life and continue to be able to do so. Do you think there is life out there apart from humans? What is the bigger picture why is there a war here? (Exploring the concept of war and what really causes it apart from human anger)
The thing that makes these people so great in life is you know they can make a difference, it does not matter what difference they are making or even that you know what it is. You just sense that there is a positive vibe here, and that vibe can affect many people.
This is probably a bunch of random thoughts that you might read as being strange and wired but this is something I am passionate about but I cannot word very well because I do not fully understand it. As time passes I will try and explain these thoughts better.
Basically I am saying theses people listed have an insight to life deeper than the average person!
Academic - Exam 1 [English] Down
Well thats allot of philosophical thoughts right there... too bad no one will comment on them lol.
Basically it sucked, I did not do as well as I was hoping for... Well I think I went good enough to get the score I want. Section 2 of the exam was ace, loved it. Stalled on section 1 for some wired reason. I studied bloody hard for section 1 and I am disappointed in myself. I probably did ok, but I felt the standard of work was not as good as I could create. Maybe it was being in a room full of people who had just lost a friend and the kids outside would not shut up... Who knows... could be anything. Probably just me.
The last day of school I was dressed as a jedi knight that was really fun! I took no photos at the event, I am not sure why just feeling down thats all don't worrie about old borry! Had fun, by the way I was a confused Jedi Knight. Dont fret Drew got heaps of photos something like 140 just go here: http://picasaweb.google.com
I will miss you all, I will visit some of you. Especially you youngin's in year 11! Maybe I can be like a mentor or something :P who knows.
Relationship:
Wow an insight into Boris's relationship lol. Well Tamara is a great kid going good at Uni, School and her sport. I admire her for that, I love her very much. We have had a few problems over the year which has drained me a little. Its just really hard to stay positive in a world full of so much negativity that when I get it close at home (Relationship) I just cant handle a massive dose. Hopefully we will work out our minor differences and create a great relationship for the future.
Family:
Not sure what to say here... have not really spent allot of time with mum and dad. Mainly been in a book/past exam or with Tamara. Mum is going good, looking after my dog Rikku allot taking her for lots of walks. Dad is going good, he has been working hard down at the beach house. Kate last I spoke to her was going good, was very supportive over the phone.
Me:
Listening to Linkin Park right now yeah I know its old but its alright, I can relate to some of it.
Anyone who reads this please believe in yourselves for me and yourself and keep in mind that the only limit is that of your imagination!!
2 comments:
Well, i top the list. it seems you admiration for me can only be matched by my admiration for you.
you were wrong tooo
Well thats allot of philosophical thoughts right there... too bad no one will comment on them lol.
actually, dont mind if i do ol' Borry.
i met a chick once that was really intelligent. she seemed like the type who questioned everything, but she did not engage in philosophy. i asked her why and she said that someone convinced her that the whole thing was pointless because we could never express it in a language that could explain it all. we are held back by language and the multiple interprations of it and therefore we cannot express to anyone else truely what it means. nice theory, but dont let that stop you my rampaging boris.
i suggest you read sophies world. its the best book i have ever half read about philosophy. you would really enjoy it methinks.
and who is Tara? i don't think i have met her before! its good to know people who are interested, but perhaps if we got enough people together, we could discuss this stuff together. just a thought.
AND BORIS, dont be to hard on yourself. you have done an incredible job this year, and last and for that you should be eternally proud.
also thanks for the battery sale. makes a big diff near xmas. and also, i blogged everywhere so find somewhere and return the commenting favour... myspace prefered
still waiting on battery money lol
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